June 1, 2009
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Death and all his friends
Last night I dreamt I smoked drugs and shot a man without caring about it. But then the police were walking up to the building—I panicked. I knew I’d be caught. I gave my friend my backpack which had four handguns in it and told him to keep it. Then I turned myself in.
The rest of the dream was just miserable. I knew that from this one act, which I did carelessly, I would now be punished for the rest of my life; I had effectively trapped myself in a universe where I had a killed a person. There was no way out. I felt so helpless and alone.
The other day I was washing my hands in the bathroom, but there was no towel in the bathroom, so I went into the kitchen and used the one on the counter. While I was drying my hands I thought to myself, ‘I’m pretty hungry, I think I’ll get something to eat.’ But I always wash my hands before I eat, so I went to the bathroom and started washing my hands. Then I thought, ‘Wait, wasn’t I just doing this?’ It then occurred to me just how forgetful I am.
I was in the car of a person with a handicapped parking pass the other day—what an experience. On a campus cramped for good parking, it was amazing being able to park in the most convenient places. I think ‘The last shall be first’ was a prediction about handicapped parking spaces.Finals are coming up—must sleep, then study. Goodnight to all.
Comments (6)
What a horrible dream…
Why do you think you had that dream? Good luck on finals! God will help you.
Martha
I just realized how you put sleep before study. ?_? Interesting.
@liferemainsbeautiful -
Well finals are coming up - so it is general studying. I have my exam on Dante’s Inferno tomorrow – it is going to be a long night. Although I do often wake up and do things in the morning instead of staying up all night.
Thanks for the well wishes!
I hate those kinds of dreams, because the almost nausating, horrible emotions almost always hang on after I wake up. Blech.
And you know, I have never, EVER compared handicapped parking passes to “the first will be last.” What an amazing insight.
I have similar dreams too… Im usually in some seedy place and there is the fear of a raid. Sometimes the cops come running in, other times the dream is simply about escaping the cops.