October 12, 2005
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Hello everyone!
I really dislike being subject to emotions. Now, try to understand, I’m not some sort of austere and deranged person who hates emotions because they are expression at all. It just becomes annoying to be so entirely cognizant of my state of mind that I can think “I am now entering the state called ‘anger‘” or “I am now ‘sad‘”
From my perspective, emotions, whether good or bad, seem to reign over human will. Even when deciding what to do we have decide whether we “feel” like it.
For instance, say the family was going bowling. It just so happens at that particular moment that you don’t feel like bowling. Where did this feeling come from? My first impression is to say, straight from hell. Honestly, in such a situation I wish I would feel like bowling, but the sovereignty of emotions is supreme.
But in the end, the predicament turns out to be a conundrum: I am angry that I am subject to my emotions.
The PSAT was decent. I didn’t know the word “sultry.” Sigh.
Hey, I’ll see you guys later. Peace and Grace.
Comments (8)
Man Phil… (That kind of sounds a little hippy like… *lighter in the air*) I know EXACTLY what you mean (MAN)! Emotions are so draining (Groovy Baby, Peace and Love)…. Like you said, they make the decisions for you (Make Love not war). If you feel sick, then you are sick. Hypochondriac. What happened to mind over matter?
People are lazy, that’s what happened! (Stick it to the man!)
Ok… this is working out very well, trying to have two things going on at once… but I tried… and give you major bongo drum beats/ snaps/ props….
Philip,
It is really beginning to freak me out how similar you are to me.
-Hope
hey phil! .. i think this is the right phil? haha .. i think i have ap euro with you!? so hi! lol .. talk to you later
phil u are the funniest person i know! im so glad ur in AP euro with me cuz u make it so much fun lol
Philip i do belive i miss you. Ha just reading that ^ makes me miss having someone that used to just think.
Hope your year is going well
oh phil, you are so amazing
i mean honestly…the essence of the word itself can be found within you
thanks for the uplifting comment buddy, humor is indeed the best medicine
i could use some more now, im back on crutches
i look forward to your next update
~ash~
i like the start, no ones ever said anything like that yet. also, you only didnt no what sultry was. I didnt no what a lot of the stuff meant, but i could guess by the tone of the word.
Hey Phil, love the stuff your doin here. Very good and thpoughtful man. Such a differenty way to approck this xanga thing. Keep it up mna.
-Alex